lazy i

i am fine
doing the same
tomorrow was yesterday
more tomorrows less than
todays

an afternoon nap
messed me up
felt old and retarded
sliding slipping
while staring into
www. whatever.com
hours rolled around
on a clock
winding or unwinding?

what am i doing?
someone else needs
the time i am losing.
someone’s
wish and desire
used up by this
ungrateful
lazy i